"Turn and face the strange..."

Today's readings: Psalms 24, 150; Isaiah 33:17-22; Revelation 22:6-11, 18-20; Luke 1:57-66

One popular "definition" of insanity is to do something over and over and expect a different outcome. Maybe it's popular because almost all of us can relate to it in some manner: this time I'll stick to my diet; this time I'll quit smoking; this time my child will behave responsibly. An entire industry of books, videos and web sites has grown around the science of changing our behavior to achieve the results we tell ourselves we want. But before any techniques can be effective, we must first ask ourselves whether we truly want to change. And if we are honest, an uncomfortably high number of times the answer is ... "not really." Or perhaps more accurately, "not if I have to push my boundaries to get there." All to often we will consciously or unconsciously choose an unpleasant present over an uncertain future.

Even little changes can seem like major upheavals. When, in today's reading from Luke, Elizabeth decides to name her son John instead of naming him for his father Zechariah, as the tradition of family names dictates, the neighbors and friends reject the idea. They ask the father, who has been struck mute for a long time, to verify her choice. When he agrees to the choice in writing, his tongue is suddenly freed and he begins praising and preaching about the Lord. The neighbors are freaked out, but real change has occured, and in the person of John the Baptist will pave the way for greater change still.

Taking that first real step can be intimidating. If, for example, we are prone to gossip - or just listening to it when others share - it takes a lot of courage to break that pattern. When we finally decline to participate we might be called a hypocrite bcause of past participation. We also risk a loss in popularity or social standing. These possibilities provide powerful incentive and excuse not to change, even when we know we should. And there are countless similar situations with the same dynamic. But if we find the courage to make that change even when those around us are working against it, we - like Zechariah - may just find parts of ourselves freed to get about the work of the Lord.

Evening readings: Psalms 25, 110