Morning readings:
Psalms 84; 148, 1 Kings 11:26-43, James 4:13-5:6, Mark 15:22-32
“Those crucified with him also heaped insults upon him.” - Mark 15:32b
The gospels
tell us that when Jesus was crucified, two bandits – sometimes called thieves
but likely convicted as insurrectionists since crucifixion was reserved for
enemies of the Roman state – hung on crosses to either side of him. In Luke's
gospel one of them defends Jesus against the mocking of the crowd and the other
bandit, but in Matthew and Mark they both join with the crowd.
Are we more
inclined to prefer the version with the "good" thief? Which do we
think is a more likely
scenario? Most of the time, most of us try to get
through life the best we can. Some days – when our children are sick, our
marriage is troubled, our job search is going poorly, our parents are ailing,
our health is failing – that best doesn't look too good to other people. During
those times we all could benefit from people cutting us a little slack. And
very often during those times we need to remember (and sometimes fail) not to
take our frustrations out on others. Though we aren't being crucified, own
fears and frustrations can blind us to the struggles of those we think are behaving
badly or worthy of scorn. The sad truth is we tend to lash out at others when
we recognize our own failures in them.
None of us
wants to be a bad thief, but before we can be the good thief we have to be
honest about our own shortcomings. Once we find the strength that is present in
true humility – not the kind that shames us but the kind that frees us – we are
more compassionate with ourselves and others. Let's not wait until we come
face-to-face with Jesus to find that humble strength. Today we can admit our
burdens are sometimes more than we can bear with grace, and lay them at the
foot of the cross. Without that weight, just maybe we can help lift someone
else up too.
Evening readings:
Psalms 25; 40